As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined 就像你答应过我的那样，我不仅是这些里程的简单总和 You must have had yourself a change of heart halfway through the drive 你肯定是在半路上改变了主意 Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign 因为当你离开我时，你的声音在逐渐减弱，直到我无法辨清 Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right 我们也曾一直向前，畅想着我们的未来
Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face 现在我被困在愤怒和无法面对的过错之间 And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace 任何事物都无法替代我们之间的回忆 And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains 我害怕下雨的天气，因为遇见你时天空还飘着雨 And doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes 医生建议我出去逛逛，但是此时该死的新冠开始肆虐
And I, love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks 我爱佛蒙特州，但现在的佛蒙特州处于Stick Season（Stick Season是佛蒙特州的一个时间段，树叶飘落只留下光秃秃的树干，此时的佛蒙特州将会呈现出一个无雪、无色，单调的景色） And I, saw your mom, she forgot that I existed 我看见你的母亲，但她却已经忘了我的存在 And it's, half my fault but I just like to play the victim 虽然我有一半的责任，但我总是习惯扮演受害者 I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas 我会一直喝着酒，直到我的朋友们回家一起过圣诞节 And I'll, dream each night of some version of you 每晚我都会梦见不同的你 That I, might not have but I did not lose 这样看来我似乎没有拥有你，但也没有失去你 Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes 现在你就像是鱼和熊掌 And I'm split in half but that'll have to do 我不得不把自己分成两半去拥有你
So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad 我想能否通过夸大我的优点来掩盖我所有的缺点， That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad 来抹去那些我从父亲那里继承过来的阴暗面 No and I'm no longer funny but I miss the way you laugh 我不再像以前那样幽默有趣，但我还是想念你的笑容 You once called me forever now you still can't call me back 你曾认为我们能够永远，但现在你也无法把我们带回到过去
And I, love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks 我爱佛蒙特州，但是现在的佛蒙特州正处于Stick Season And I, saw your mom, she forgot that I existed 我看见你的母亲，她却已经忘记了我的存在 And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim 虽然我有一半的责任，但我总是习惯扮演受害者 I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas 我会一直喝着酒，直到我的朋友们回家一起过圣诞节 And I'll, dream each night of some version of you 我每晚都会梦见不同的你 That I, might not have but I did not lose 也许这样，我就算没有拥有你，也不算是失去你 Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes 现在你就像是鱼与熊掌 And I'm split in half but that'll have to do 我不得不把自己分成两半去拥有你
Oh that'll have to do 哦，我必须这么做 My other half was you 你就是我的另一半 I hope this pain's just passing through 我希望这些痛苦能够结束 But I doubt it 但我对此表示怀疑
And I, love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks 我爱佛蒙特州，但是现在的佛蒙特州处于Stick Season And I, saw your mom, she forgot that I existed 我看见你的母亲，但她已经忘记了我的存在 And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim 虽然我有一半的责任，但我总是习惯扮演受害者 I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas 我会喝着酒，直到我的朋友们回家一起过圣诞节 And I'll, dream each night of some version of you 我每晚都会梦到不同的你 That I, might not have but I did not lose 也许这样，我就算没有拥有你，也不算是失去你 Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes 现在你就是鱼与熊掌 And I'm split in half but that'll have to do 我不得不把自己分成两半去拥有你 Have to do 我必须要这么做
