Cause I always keep it neat
因我总是保持体面
Got old wounds and fresh ones
旧伤未愈又添新疤
But you won't see me bleed
你看不见我心底在淌血
***** bout problems
那些没办法说出口的伤害
Like there stuck on your lips
像卡在喉咙的刺
Your so dramatic
你总是大惊小怪
I could tell you bout me
我本可以向你倾诉一切
But you won't understand
但你永远不会理解我
Get no caller ids
来电显示没有名字
Its the police again
又是警局的电话
No pills to be out
不用药片麻痹自己
But there no kids around
但身边听不见孩子嬉闹
Death knocked down my door
死神曾把我家门撞爆
Walked in unannounced
不请自来就往屋里飘
A line meant two things
一句话背后藏着两种心思
Since I was like 5
从我五岁那年起
Starved cause his words
他的话就让我遍体鳞伤
But at least I'm alive
但至少我还活着
It is what it is
这就是现实
You call it traumatic
你说这是创伤
But It is what it is
但这就是现实
It's just family matters
不过是家事
There's times I can't keep focused
有时我根本没办法集中思绪
Cause there all *** raging
因为他们都在疯狂怒吼
A spliff stops my explosion
一支烟压下我崩溃的情绪
Bad habits I'm not facing
沉溺恶习却不敢面对
At school w**d was my perfume
学校里的烟味就是我的香水
Then my brothers d**gs got harder
看着哥哥们的瘾越来越深
It became substance abuse
直到最后变成它的囚徒
So he's a stupid bastard
他就是个混蛋
*** bout problems
那些没办法说出口的伤害
Like there stuck on your lips
像卡在喉咙的刺
Your so dramatic
你总是大惊小怪
I could tell you bout me
我本想向你倾诉一切
But you won't understand
但你永远不会理解
Get no caller ids
来电显示没有名字
Its the police again
又是警局的电话
No pills to be out
不用药片麻痹自己
But there no kids around
但身边听不见孩子嬉闹
Death knocked down my door
死神曾把我家门撞爆
Walked in unannounced
不请自来往家里飘
A line meant two things
一句话里藏有两把刀子
Since I was like 5
从我五岁那年起
Starved cause his words
他的话就让我遍体鳞伤
But at least I'm alive
但至少我还活着
It is what it is
这就是现实
You call it traumatic
你说这是创伤
But It is what it is
但这就是现实
It's just family matters
不过是家事罢了
I don't eat I feed
靠痛苦为食活下去
That's who I am
这就是真实的我
You take the piss
你尽管嘲笑吧
Baby I burn
而我在烈火中燃烧
My fires hot
怒火灼人
Yeah I'm **** up
是的，我早已支离破碎
But you haven't my family
你没经历过我的家庭
So your in luck
所以你何其幸运
You haven't met my family
你从未见到过我的家人
Lucky you haven't met my family
庆幸你从未碰到过我的家人
Coz I'm *** up
因为我早就碎成了灰

 

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