你没穿过这双鞋 You've never worn these shoes 你没穿过这双鞋 Don't mean my new balance in blue 也不懂我这双蓝色的新百伦 Raised on pure dysfunction 在纯粹的混乱中长大 But sleep I'll never lose 但我没有失眠 Guess you'll never notice 你永远不会察觉
Cause I always keep it neat 因我总是保持体面 Got old wounds and fresh ones 旧伤未愈又添新疤 But you won't see me bleed 你看不见我心底在淌血 ***** bout problems 那些没办法说出口的伤害 Like there stuck on your lips 像卡在喉咙的刺 Your so dramatic 你总是大惊小怪 I could tell you bout me 我本可以向你倾诉一切 But you won't understand 但你永远不会理解我 Get no caller ids 来电显示没有名字 Its the police again 又是警局的电话 No pills to be out 不用药片麻痹自己 But there no kids around 但身边听不见孩子嬉闹 Death knocked down my door 死神曾把我家门撞爆 Walked in unannounced 不请自来就往屋里飘 A line meant two things 一句话背后藏着两种心思 Since I was like 5 从我五岁那年起 Starved cause his words 他的话就让我遍体鳞伤 But at least I'm alive 但至少我还活着 It is what it is 这就是现实 You call it traumatic 你说这是创伤 But It is what it is 但这就是现实 It's just family matters 不过是家事 There's times I can't keep focused 有时我根本没办法集中思绪 Cause there all *** raging 因为他们都在疯狂怒吼 A spliff stops my explosion 一支烟压下我崩溃的情绪 Bad habits I'm not facing 沉溺恶习却不敢面对 At school w**d was my perfume 学校里的烟味就是我的香水 Then my brothers d**gs got harder 看着哥哥们的瘾越来越深 It became substance abuse 直到最后变成它的囚徒 So he's a stupid bastard 他就是个混蛋 *** bout problems 那些没办法说出口的伤害 Like there stuck on your lips 像卡在喉咙的刺 Your so dramatic 你总是大惊小怪 I could tell you bout me 我本想向你倾诉一切 But you won't understand 但你永远不会理解 Get no caller ids 来电显示没有名字 Its the police again 又是警局的电话 No pills to be out 不用药片麻痹自己 But there no kids around 但身边听不见孩子嬉闹 Death knocked down my door 死神曾把我家门撞爆 Walked in unannounced 不请自来往家里飘 A line meant two things 一句话里藏有两把刀子 Since I was like 5 从我五岁那年起 Starved cause his words 他的话就让我遍体鳞伤 But at least I'm alive 但至少我还活着 It is what it is 这就是现实 You call it traumatic 你说这是创伤 But It is what it is 但这就是现实 It's just family matters 不过是家事罢了 I don't eat I feed 靠痛苦为食活下去 That's who I am 这就是真实的我 You take the piss 你尽管嘲笑吧 Baby I burn 而我在烈火中燃烧 My fires hot 怒火灼人 Yeah I'm **** up 是的，我早已支离破碎 But you haven't my family 你没经历过我的家庭 So your in luck 所以你何其幸运 You haven't met my family 你从未见到过我的家人 Lucky you haven't met my family 庆幸你从未碰到过我的家人 Coz I'm *** up 因为我早就碎成了灰
