This feels like the opposite of real life 这感觉像是现实的反面 On my way to Valhalla on a steel bike 骑着钢铁战车前往英灵殿 Living fantasy like J. K. Rowling 活得像JK罗琳笔下的奇幻 I'm J. R. R. Tolkien these spliffs, I love smoking 我是托尔金 沉迷吞吐这些烟圈
My hands full of stones and gold, I'm lord of the rings 手握宝石与黄金 如同魔戒之主 Needles sew new clothes but it's more than it seems 针线缝制新衣 暗藏更深意图 I've seen dreams implode, seen teens turn old before they grown 见过梦想崩塌 少年未老先衰 Burnt out before they fade away slow 燃烧殆尽 等不到缓慢凋败 I used to pick you up, now I don't 曾经接你回家 如今不再 There's some things I would rewind, but I don't have the remote 有些事想倒带 却没有遥控器存在 There's some things I manifested I wish I never wrote 有些愿望成真 宁愿从未期待 And all my friends really family 'cause my bloodline's ghost (Uh-uh) 所有朋友都是家人 因为血脉早已不在 Yeah, it's the life we chose 这就是我们选择的人生 Highways and Hellcats with angel wing doors 高速公路与地狱猫 天使翼门 I know I look back, the path went rogue 回望来时路 轨迹早已失控 I know I look back, I'm halfway home 回望来时路 归途已过半程 So far away from where you are 离你所在之处如此遥远 Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry 没有理由 我知道自己糟糕透顶 但绝不道歉 And I will meet you where you are 我会去往你在的地点 Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma 我自创运气 因为不信因果报应 I stopped counting my age because my face still look the same 不再计算年龄 面容始终未变 So instead of years, I use pain 改用伤痛丈量时间 And if that's the case, then I'm five hundred 若按这标准 我已五百岁 I've been in a race with my trauma, can't outrun it 与创伤赛跑 永远无法摆脱 No wonder why I drive like I'm being chased 难怪我开车像被人追赶 Pack up and move houses instead of renovate 宁愿搬家也不愿翻修旧院 Put my newborn daughter to bed at eight, then I'm back on the interstate 八点哄新生女儿入睡 转身又飞驰在州际线 Chain smoking, lookin' like I'm 'bout to hyperventilate 烟不离手 仿佛随时会窒息晕眩 Got everything to celebrate on the outside 表面拥有值得庆祝的一切 Still, none of that eliminates what is inside 仍无法消解内心的残缺 And since I gotta find a way to cope 既然需要找到纾解方式 I'll start by reversing some of the words I wrote 就从改写某些字句开始 Instead of being a demon, be a beacon of hope 不做恶魔 要成为希望灯塔 'Cause one day we're hangin' out, the next day you're hangin' from a rope, uh 因为今日把酒言欢 明日可能悬梁自挂 So far away from where you are 离你所在之处如此遥远 Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry 没有理由 我知道自己糟糕透顶 但绝不道歉 And I will meet you where you are 我会去往你在的地点 Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma 我自创运气 因为不信因果报应 Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry 没有理由 我知道自己糟糕透顶 但绝不道歉 I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma 我自创运气 因为不信因果报应 Yeah, this feels like the opposite of real life 这感觉像是现实的反面 Uh, yeah Uh yeah This feels like the opposite of real life 这感觉像是现实的反面 Uh, yeah Uh yeah Mm-mm Mm-mm
