Suicidal Thoughts (2005 Remaster|Explicit) - The Notorious B.I.G.

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Lyrics by：Lord Finesse/Notorious B.I.G./C. Wallace

Composed by：The Notorious B.I.G.

Produced by：Lord Finesse

Hello Aw s**t, n***a,

嘿 真是糟透了

What the f**k time is it, man

现在到底是什么时候

Oh God d**n,

天啊

N***a do you know what time it is

你知道现在几点了吗

Aw s**t, what the f**k's

该死 到底发生了什么

Goin' on? You alright

你还好吗

Aw, n***a what the f**k

喂 你到底

Is wrong wit you

有什么毛病

When I die, f**k it I wanna go to hell

当我死去 宁愿坠入地狱深渊

'Cause I'm a piece of s**t,

因为我本就是个**

It ain't hard to f**kin' tell

这**显而易见

It don't make sense,

毫无道理可言

Goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies

与那些伪善者同登天堂

Dressed in white,

身着白衣

I like black Tims and black hoodies

我独爱黑色战靴与帽衫

God will probably have me

On some real strict s**t

上帝或许会让我

活在残酷现实中

No sleepin' all day,

终日无法入眠

No gettin' my d**k licked

得不到丝毫慰藉

Hangin' with the goodie-goodies

与伪善者为伍

Loungin' in paradise

看似身处天堂

F**k that s**t,

去他的假象

I wanna tote guns and shoot dice

我只想持枪豪赌

All my life I been

我这一生都在

Considered as the worst

被视为最不堪的存在

Lyin' to my mother,

Even stealin' out her purse

对母亲撒谎欺骗

甚至偷窃她的钱财

Crime after crime,

罪行接二连三

From d**gs to extortion

从*品到敲诈勒索

I know my mother wished

我知道母亲宁愿

She got a f**kin' abortion

She don't even love me

当初没有让我降生

她根本不爱我

Like she did when I was younger

就像我年幼时她所做的那样

Suckin' on her chest

依偎在她怀中

Just to stop my f**kin' hunger

只为缓解我难熬的饥渴

I wonder if I died,

若我死去

Would tears come to her eyes

Forgive me for my disrespect,

她眼中是否会泛起泪光

请原谅我的不敬

Forgive me for my lies

请原谅我的谎言

My babies' mothers 8 months,

孩子的母亲已怀孕八月

Her little sister's 2

她的小妹妹才两岁

Who's to blame for both of them

这一切该由谁来承担

Naw n***a, not you

不 不是你

I swear to God I just want to slit

我向天发誓只想割开

My wrists and end this bulls**t

我的手腕结束这场闹剧

Throw the Magnum to my head,

把枪抵在太阳穴上

Threaten to pull s**t

And squeeze, until the bed's,

威胁要扣动扳机

直到床单被

Completely red

一片血红

I'm glad I'm dead,

庆幸我已死去

A worthless f**kin' Buddha head

这该死的无用佛头

The stress is buildin' up, I can't

I can't believe suicid*'s

压力不断累积 我无法

不敢相信自*念头

On my f**kin' mind

竟占据我的脑海

I want to leave, I swear to God

我想离开 对天发誓

I feel like death is f**kin' callin' me

死亡正在召唤着我

Naw you wouldn't understand

不 你永远不会懂

n***a, talk to me please

兄弟 求你和我说说话

You see it's kinda

你看这感觉就像

Like the crack did to Pookie,

毒品对Pookie的侵蚀

In New Jack

在《新杰克》里那样

Except when I cross over,

只是当我跨过那条线

There ain't no comin' back

就再也无法回头

Should I die on the train track,

我该死在铁轨上吗

Like Remo in Beat street

就像《Beat street》里的雷莫

People at the funeral frontin'

葬礼上的人们假装哀悼

Like they miss me

仿佛他们真的怀念我

My baby momma kissed me

But she glad I'm gone

孩子的母亲亲吻着我

却暗自庆幸我已离去

She knew me and her sista

她早已知晓我与她妹妹

Had somethin' goin' on

那些不可告人的秘密

I reach my peak, I can't speak

我已到达极限 无法言语

Call my n***a Chic,

Tell him that my will is weak

告诉他我已意志消沉

I'm sick of n***as lyin',

我受够了谎言欺骗

I'm sick of b***hes hawkin'

厌倦了虚情假意

Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'

说实话 我已不想多言

Hey yo Big, hey yo Big

嘿 Big 嘿 Big